If there is any hippies looking for a place around ocala aera you have a place hear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi everyone. I have been feeling very lonely lately. It seems that everyone is very FAKE and i really wish that i had someone to go hiking with. My friends would rather go shopping or get their nails done and thats not what i want to do. Love and Light.

My boyfriend and I need a ride to Ocala from Jupiter Florida. We have our camping gear ready and wouldn't mind getting up there early. Anyone else interested? We can chip in on gas. We are very easy going friendly people.

Thanks,

LB

hey family. i've recently been looking into the wiccan religion and i can agree with a lot that i have learned so far. i was wondering if there are any "rainbow" covens i could talk to to learn some more about it. 

if anybody knows anything about the wiccan religion or how to contact a coven, let me know please. i would love to find other nature loving people out there who can help guide me in the right direction.

thanks,

Memorie

an it harm it none, do what though wilst

(did i say that right?) 

Hey fellow brothers!!  How’s the domestic violence treating you?  Hey, I got a real issue with my experience at my one and only gathering.  Does anyone dare to discuss?   What’s up people?  Brothers?!?  Why is alienation and righteousness more important than the cause?   What am I talking about?   Ask the mission statement, is there one? Of the unofficial leaders?  What is the real point?


      MY experience with the rainbow family reads like a tale of lost love, wasted energy, and a corrupted hope.   Maybe my interpolations of the mission statement (that doesn’t exist, cause no one seems to have the balls to face a petty misdemeanor ticket over some holy gathering) differs from yours, so please play along for a moment.  

At first, second, and overall glance, thy holy Rainbow Gathering seems to be a rare but obvious and necessary, uh, gathering of the tribes, a light festival, a celebration of some kind of inherent goodness in people, acknowledgement of similarities, not differences, fuck the adjectives, you all know what I mean

So why does a pathetic, rat race-wannabe social order hierarchy seem to take center stage over any KIND OF POSITIVE ACTS, GRASSROOTS ORGANIZATION, HEALING ENERGY?!?!?   
-   Motherfuckers more interested in asserting some fake dominance they must of felt cheated out  while growing up,  ITS SO EASY TO ACT ABOVE   PETTY POWER STRUCTURES—THE GREASTEST TRIPS OF ALL FOR THE UNENLIGHTENED?!?      THESE RAINBOW BROTHERS WHO CLAIM INSIDER STATUS, DONT THEY CONTRADICT THEMSELVES RIGHT OUT OF THE PICTEURE? CAN THERE BE ROOM FOR POWER TRIPPING, WHEN POWER MUST BE SHARED?

HERES MY CONSPIRISY THEROY-  ILL KEEP IT SHORT:   who let the dogs out? Was there once a legitimate, grassroots threat to capitalism here at these rainbow gatherings? Perhaps a real display of organization, AS IN A sharing of work / ideas / energy / gains / power / direction by the people?   

The People: was there a time when that term meant more that=n white wealthy male landowners?
 Or  meant more than the fake ass hippie bully motherfuckers installed into these gatherings to run over it with same old values that all the other wealthy white elite have been protecting, enforcing, and commanding all these years?

The insider rainbow gathering family motherfuckers, the fake ass alienating power tripping fucks, the ones who decide the rules, the rules such as no alcohol can be allowed, yet here is plenty of dose, rigs, speed n other psychoactive for u to lower inhabitations, lower your physic force field so we can inflict some old school cult ass shit on you—FUCK YOU!!    COME TO MY HOUSE AND TALK TO ME!!!   HJIT ME UP WE’LL MEETY I WANNA KNOW WHO THE FUCK YOU THINK U ARE, TURNING OFF OTHERS WHO ARE SEEMINGLY IN YOUR CAMP, YOU ARE PROMATING DIVISION WITHIN THE RANKS, U DON’T HAVE TO LOOK TOO FAR TO KNOW ABOUT GODDAMN ENGLAND’S HISTORY OF DIVIDE AND CONCOURE!!!  

ACTUALLY, FUCK U, YOU ARE THE MINORITY WHO ARE INVOLVED IN THIS ANCIENT TRICK OF INFLICTING CIVIL UNREST IN ORDER TO WEAKEN A PEOPLE, A MOVEMENT…

I WANNA GET THIS MESSAGE OUT TO THE MAJORITY, WHO   STILL HOLD A WONDER AND REAL HOPEFULLNESS FOR   ANY KIND   OF GRASSROOTS   ORGANIZATION, WHAT IT MEANS TO BE FULLY INDEPENDENT, HOW THE FREEDOM IMPLIED IN   AÅ KIND OF ACTIVISM BY THE PEOPLE, RATHER THAN BY THE PROFITS   IS   ON AN ENTIRELY   DIFFERENT LEVEL….  

MOST OF US SEE THE RAINBOW GATHERING AS A NECCASACITY, A POSITIVE ENERGY CREATING EVENT,  

When I came to the gathering, I was alone.  I don’t know why I came, had heard of the gathering bout 5 years back, nothing since.  I felt a tug to attend   and I took a leave of absence from work, ok I quit till further notice, I felt the need to show up.

Rainbow gatherings are the results of, or experiments of, or the pride of, grassroots organization and activism at a pretty large scale….   Ya’ll know what I mean.   Hey-  Guess what capitalism’s biggest, valid threat is?  Or-   what do u suppose it would take to, say, remove the elite from power and realize a people’s democracy?  Or-  what would it take to  change our values or way of life?

REAL GRASSROOTS ORGANIZATION
THE PEPOPLE IN POWER ARE THREATNIED BY THIS AND WILL DO ANYTHING TO PREVENT OR DISRUPT IT

TELL THE MOLES IN YOUR CAMP TO DROP THE FUCKING CULT LEADRER, POLICE BRUTALITLY, MENTAL AGITATING, RULE HIERACKY ASSEMBLING, CAMP DIVIDING, MOVEMENT STALLING, HATRED BREEDING ACTIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bring it on
You alienate me u fucks took advantage of my guilt like a drunk spouse in a fistfight take away the phone I cant call for help took me 9 years to realize you are moles sent in to disrupt the positive actions of a people’s voice and a real brotherhood….    U tried to break me down for some fake irrelevant reasons, you temporarily succeeded in alienating one of what you appear to be your own: people we are on the same side here- there are individuals present whose sole purpose for attending these rainbow gatherings are to disrupt and divide.  

Stay strong
Love you

hi  i woke up, reread last night's rant, and had to add these next few paragraphs-  I think it does a better job of directing my ummm anger at a more specific group, instead of raging like an escaped A-camper :)  I don't think our brothers and sisters  or the idea or tradition is evil, nor should they have to deflect blind rage.   I had to ask myself why and who and dem other doubleyous....

What do you think? A few bad apples kinda wrecked it for me, looking back I see now that if there is any kind of true opportunity for homegrown activism at these rainbow gatherings, then the gatherings must present a real and valid threat to the powers that be. So it only makes sense that they are aware of this threat, and do what they can to minimize the chances of a real movement coming out of it.

Fuck, we spend billions on pre-emptive attacks to minimize any threat to USA world dominance all around the world, if we aren't launching a full scale, televised war on a nation, then the CIA is or already has infiltrated that country, arming and training front guerrilla groups sympathetic to "our" cause. "Our" meaning the rich white power elite defenders of capitalism and so forth....

I refuse to believe that the powers that be would allow a "breeding ground" of dissent right in their own heartland. USA, the great promoter of freedom: The MAN would never ban or stifle our "free speech", but they sure as fuck are gonna go in undercover, overcover, and balls out to disrupt any real threat to the system. Hundreds of Billions of dollars are spent killing all over the world to defend capitalism/USA/the elite - Try to make a case of an untainted Rainbow Gathering! Tell me: out of 20,000 people attending a gathering, could and would the MAN have any problem whatsoever deploying and employing 500 of those present, or even 5,000- to provide and promote disinformation? To ensure the complete failure of any real Activism?

If the dissemination of ideas cannot be fully suppressed, and some good work IS accomplished, i.e. some people do organize and share an idea or two, then their activities can be observed if not totally monitored. The identity of the participants surely forwarded to the not-so-secret-police force, the suppressers of dissidence.

thanks for the replies, so far i hear ya and

i feel da love..

heybrotherbear@hotmail.com

 

breathe breathe... open up the eyes...

create space for your brain... to feel the surprise...

the feeling so fresh, such high levels of fun...

create a new person, some yarn unspun...

into a blanket, crashes the bodies so soft...

sleeping tight through the night up in the hay loft...

whisper in my ear, the secret to the drug...

i love to kiss, and smile, laugh and hug...

just the touch of you my friends leaves lasting thoughts...

creating a stronger bond than of a glue gun so hot....

now feeling so great, so great indeed...

i left room for you in my heart, and increased the speed...

from top to bottom, and melting so great...

lovely are the times, and so patient the weight...

creepy crawly, touchy feely.... the wonders of the mind....

creating such sensation, a sensation not left behind....

now for the clothes... left on the floor...

sweep up the mess, but keep open the door...

another time will come, when the skies again are blue...

but for now the greatness of psychedelic skies fulfills the hidden taboo.

willing to share costs and whatever else thanx

Holiday Glee, Cheer, Peace, and Love. An awakening.

Potato salad never tasted like it did that day. I was sharing a family that day, everyone came together and helped out a little while making dinner. I had the task of stuffing the turkey, and it was good. That turkey wanted it bad. Either way, it was a good brake from all the drugs I had been consuming. This freakish reality was an eye opening experience, allowing me to expand on reality and society alike. It was a nice change of pace, from days on end taking LSD and walking around a dead town, hoping that something lively would happen. It sure was good to be invited to this place.

After the turkey was stuffed, we sneaked out back to smoke a bowl. We talked about how good of a time we were having. You see, I was with two of my very good friends at the time, Louis and Jena. I had met Jena my first day of class soon after I had moved to O'Rall Springs earlier that year. Jena didn't smoke pot, but she let us sneak out back to smoke while her parents were busy with the Parade on T.V.

These were the best times I can remember, spending the holidays with an All American family. Jena's parents always did what they could to make the home a wholesome place. They certainly did their best to maintain an image of perfection for themselves and their children. There was always something under the surface though, and I knew that Jena saw it. Louis knew something, but he never shared.

Maybe thats why it was so easy to make friends with Jena, we both understood what it was like to have screaming fits, and some sort of violence in the home. Her scarred arms showed more to the eye than words could ever explain, some times controlling you'r own pain is the only thing you can control.

We sat there, Louis held her in his arms as I savored the pot. He always got some good shit, thats for sure. We had all been good friends for a while now, we all had fucked up families of one sort of another. I was ripped, now it was time to go see the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade. It wasn't very entertaining to begin with, hence why we needed the pot to make it bearable. The turkey took most of the morning to cook, we continued to make other dishes between floats and bowl breaks. I still wonder if her parents knew what we were doing.

Sitting here was a difficult task, I knew I could be out somewhere just tripping face. Staring at the stars, walking for hours and hours... time spent deep in thought, cruising the streets barefoot. Life all made sense in that state. Wonderful realities were still awaiting to be unveiled through experience. A squander of ideas still ran deep, untouched, unlearned in this reality. Complicated structures were still all hidden behind facades, much like those our parents used to put up for us.

Contemplating what would be often mesmerized me, it left me in a world full picturesque and beautiful things. Later on, one comes to realize what it is that has happened, what it is that we have been suckered into doing. We have willingly turned ourselves into droids, every single one of us. Happy consumers, eating up resources without thinking about where it comes from, or what it is that this monstrous machine we like to call Society is really doing. Just what kind of a price are we paying?

We sit around a table, there is bountiful food, more than enough for the six of us. The turkey, plump and roasted sits in the middle, cradled by it's juices and aromatic viscosity. Mashed potatoes, macaroni and cheese, potato salad, deviled eggs, green beans, corn, rice, sweet potatoes, stuffing, cranberry, apple pie, cheese cake, and of course some gravy. It was a true Thanksgiving dinner. The six of us engorged ourselves to the point of death by stuffing. Kind of appropriate, I'm sure the turkey would agree.

Parents always try to paint the world up to be this beautiful place for most children, one would say the lucky ones... but are they? It's drawn up to be just, and always righteous to those who are humble, with social and dogmatic ideals to tell them right from wrong. If you followed this advice, one would surely make it to poolside with a soul mate and kids no problem. It would be a world of Princesses and White Knights.

Truth is that the show is over. The curtains have drawn. This world is not a beautiful and fair place. Here, the righteous and the just have little say and no place in society. Systems of belief drag people down, and minuscules the true power of human drive and ingenuity. You'r significant other by the poolside is possibly cheating on you, if you aren't already cheating on them. The house isn't even paid for, and a rocky financial situation sends waves of discomfort tearing throughout the family unit. Your children hate you because they sense you are lying to them. After following all the rights and wrongs, you've ended up in a dark place, you have been lied to.

Yet, everyone persists. Enslaved to their credit cards and car payments. We have become our bills, our mortgages. Tripping my face off on LSD, I wonder all of these things. I remember moments when my parents would yell at each other, always over money. I see the hardened faces of corporate monkeys, leaving buildings in hordes, empty of all emotion but rage. I know I'm not alone though, when I pay attention to the artists out there, hearing and seeing the interpretations of similar thoughts. This decay of society is rampant, a snow ball effect that has been building up for over a thousand years.

Walls melt, thoughts interlace. Jumping through realities, moments in time. Riding my bike, someone falls off the handle bars. Blood pours from his leg. At a new years party, theres a sheet between two rooms and someone is laughing on the other side. I find myself fucking my girlfriend, this always makes me hallucinate. I feel so alive, suddenly I'm plunged into another place, I'm alone. Noises echo, and send ripples through time itself. Chain reactions. She bites my ear, I'm back. Her thanksgiving went well, but it's always hard to spend so much time apart. When skin screams, one must listen.

Football is so boring, we've been watching this Rose Bowl thing the whole time, and all I've been able to do is eat more food, I honestly wish I could see some more flowers. Louis said he had something to show Jena, they have been gone for a while now.

Her parents don't say anything. Their displays of affection towards each other seemed put on, like a show on a stage built of princess pageants and little league games. Every other time I've been here, her dad is always in the garage working on something. Mother is either out, or watching television. The All American Family is the All American Fraud. It's everywhere, not just here. Families from sea to shinning sea are lying to themselves, and their children. In turn, setting up a society of individuals who don't trust anyone and lie habitually to one another, especially those whom they love. All because they think it's right, and the way to do things. Because they need to follow the good book, and maintain the image that it's "business as usual at the home front."

Acid is best when dissolved on your tongue. After dinner we all lay about the house. It courses through your veins, and goes into the brain. Food has filled us, and we have watched the old pig skin get tossed around. Your body uses it as a catalyst, the onset is usually 30 to 45 minutes. We all laughed and had fun creating the days occurrences, preparing the food was a bonding experience. Hallucinations begin 1 to 3 hours after first ingestion, this is accompanied by feelings of extreme euphoria. Regardless, the experience truly is what you make of it.

Who_Leo©

One of the most significant years in numerology is the year 2012
A.D. That is because that is the date that the Mayans predicted
that the world would end.

Even people who do not know a lot about Mayan astrology have heard
this theory that the year 2012 will bring the apocalypse. It is
supposed to end on August 13th at 11:11 am. This is a date that has
always  significant to theorists, physicist, astrologers,
historians and numerologists as the year signifies the end of the
thirteen cycle that make up what is known as the Mayan Long Count
Calendar.

The Mayan Calendar contains both components of astrology and
numerology. The people that belonged to this ancient civilization
of South America were adept pampers and trackers of the heavens.
The massive temples that were built by this early civilization were
not just tombs or places to worship the Gods. They were also built
to be giant observatories of the heavens.

These temples were architecturally designed so that the movements
of the planets, the sun, the moon and the stars could be tracked.
The majestic structures that the ancient Mayans built war not just
places of worship. They were centers of astronomic studies that
also did dual duty as temples of worship. Some temples even had cut
out's in their stones in the shapes of snakes. As the sun would
raise these cut out shapes would cast lengthening shadows in the
shape of snakes down the temple steps.  From a distance it would
seem that a real snake was slithering down the steps. When the
snake shadow lengthened so that it reached the bottom of the steps
it marked a day. One whole day in the Mayan calendar was called a
Kin.

Many ancient civilizations in Africa and the Far East developed
calendars based on a 20 unit mathematical system and coincidentally
so did the Mayan civilization.

In essence the Long Count system nested cycles of days based on the
number 20.   Every unit of time in the calendar was based somehow
out of that unit of 20. Day

Twenty days was called a Uinal. 7200 days was called a Katun and
144,000 days was called a Katun.  The Mayan year consisted of 360
days and was called a Tun.  This calendar was a little shorter than
ours in terms of year length because it was only 360 days. Those
360 days were in turn divided into units of twenty days.

The reason that ancient Mayan year was a little bit shorter than
our current calendar of 365 years is that it was based on the
astral cycles of Venus. The ancient Mayans knew that whenever this
shining celestial body was close to the earth that it seemed to
bring good times.  Of course today we would note this knowing that
the planet Venus is associated in astrology with love and
blessings. The planet Venus also has cycles that are the equivalent
in length to the number twenty.

This Long Count system of measuring time was first put into
practice by the Mayans around 32 B.C.  The reason that it was
called The Long Count is because the Mayans, who were quite dark
spiritually, believed that the end of the world must happen. In
fact it was something to look forward because life was believed to
be easier after that.

In essence the Mayan Long Count is the countdown to the eventual
and unavoidable apocalypse that would bring the end of the world.
The high priests and shamans in the Mayan culture figured out that
the Long Count which is supposed to equal 5125.36 days.

This number of days is also known as the Mayan Great Cycle. This
passage of time ends exactly on the winter solstice. Amazingly the
Mayan mathematicians were able to pinpoint the exact day and time
that the world will end in the future and that is on August 13th
2012. Just as a matter of interest they also believed that the
world was conceived n August 13th.

There is actual astrological and astronomical data to back up the
theory of the Mayan Long Count and there are things happening in
the sky that day that could potential bring the end of the world!

Astrologically this date is important as this marks the date when
the Sun is going to cross what is astronomically known as the Milky
Way Equator.  The Mayans were absolutely incredible mathematicians
and they could predict centuries into the future when it came to
predicting the trajectory of the Sun.

Further here is a lot of imagery representing the Milky Way in
works of art done by the Mayans. The sea of stars of the Milky Way
is essential to the Mayan myth of the Sacred Tree. 

In fact in many of these drawings the sun is symbolized as a canoe
that carries Mayan deities across the sky.  In many drawings on
temple walls there is a progressive series of images it shows the
end of the world as symbolized by the canoe sinking into the Milky
Way. Astrologically the crossing of the sun over the Milky Way
equator scheduled to happen at exactly 11:11 a.m GMT on August 13th
in the year 2012. 

This type of astrological event is unheard of as the sun will
technically be in what is known as the "dark rift" of the Milky Way
and oddly also be in conjunction with the exact center of the
universe.

Many visionaries and metaphysicians have noted how important this
date is to the end of the world. One famous analysis called "The
Mayan Prophecies" (authored, Adrian Gilbert and Maurice Cotterill )
have put forth the theory that the sun will reverse its magnetic
field that day. This would be a development that would result in
weather changes and seismic shifts that could cause the end of the
world.

Of course the end of the world has been predicted many times in
history and it is more likely that the Long Count will signify the
end of one era and a new beginning of consciousness.  However it is
quite odd that the number 11:11 which is apocalyptic in other
religions and cultures is the same in this world.

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Hey!

My friend gave me his GPS and I am living in a random town and want to exac address to the gathering in ocala.! Help please thank you =]

-Blessings-

Summer

Numerology has always been significant in virtually ever occult organization.

Every major occult group has it's holy numbers (or unholy numbers
depending on how you want to look at it.)  The Illuminati, which is
a highly respected, ritualistic organization that has been around
since the times of Christian crusades has a very special way of
looking at numbers and using them for witchcraft.

When it comes to the occult and cults that deploy numbers in the
use of magic, Pythagoras is very significant. He is considered to be
the father of numbers and his teachings are venerated by all of the
mystery schools.  In "The Secret Teachings of All Ages", author
Manly P. Hall devotes Chapter 13 to Pythagoras.  According to this
author Pythagoras taught only the initiates in his own mystery
school the secrets of number systems.  The Illuminati very closely
follows the precepts first introduced by Pythagoras.

Among the magical mysteries were prime numbers (numbers that have
no divisors other than themselves.  These numbers which included 2,
3, 5, 7, 11, 13, and so on were widely worshiped by the Illuminati
cult in numerology particularly when it comes to setting dates for
events.  The members of the Illuminati believe also that a chance
of success is more likely if the same number is multiplied several
times so they will schedule a special event on a date that has a
run of three numbers.

The number 13 is very signifigant to the Illuminati. Each group has
a core of 39 members which breaks down into 13 times 3 members.
Thirteen make up an administrative group and then that group
answers to a Round Table that consists of nine members.  The nine
is significant because it relates the triplicate of three that is
considered very important in all rituals including 3 times 3 times
3.  The 3 times 3 times 3 rules in magic apply to an amplification
of the original intention of a cast ritual as well as the concept
that whatever comes back to you will do so three times three times
three.

Here are the meanings of the most significant numbers in the Illuminati
system of numerology.

0

For the Illuminati the number zero is symbolic of sun worshipping.
It symbolizes the man who is reborn through occult rituals.

1

This is the number of unity of mind, body and soul.

2

This is the number of division rather than togetherness as is
typical of other number system... It is the number of the total
separation of God.

3

This is the number of royalty. It symbolizes the magical shape of
the triangle. It symbolizes the Holy Trinity which is Nimrod
Semiramis Tamus ... or Osiris, Isis, Horus ... or Satan, Eve and Cain,

4

The number of foundation. Leister Crowley wrote a book called
Book Four which was a complete guide to Magic.

5

This is a number that protects members of the illuminati from
Death. The Illuminati also use something called The Law of Fives
which is the mind's power to perceive truth in just about
everything.

6

The number of man. Taken from the fact man was created on the sixth
day of the week.

7

This number is significant in several ways.
There are 7 Creative powers of the Godhead
There are 7 Great Ages of the Earth
There are 7 Races of mankind
There are 7 laws governing human life
There are 7 Schools of Mystery Religions
In Theosophy there is a seven step process of human evolution in
which successive races evolve from a lower to a higher form of
life.

8

This is the number of the sun and the sun worshiper. It takes 8
years for Venus to orbit the sun 13 times which is significant to
many occult groups including the Illuminati.

9

The number of divine completion and the number of the fall of man.

10

The number of law and authority. It is taken from the Ten
Commandments.

11

The number of destruction and judgment and the death of man.
Any event or thing assigned with 11 is to aid the rising of the
Dajjal/anti-Christ
In Latin the Devil's name is LVX which translates as
(50+5+10=65=6+5=11)
Just as a point of interest, Armistice Day/Remembrance Day November
11 at 11:11 (Triple 11)

13

It is simultaneously a lucky and unlucky number. 
It is considered to be a bad omen because the Knights Templars were
arrested on October 13, 1307.
However it is also the number of reincarnation and everlasting life.
The number of everlasting life
The number of the cult (there are 13 members in a covens and
satanic cults (12 regular members and one high priest).  This is a
mirroring of 12 jurors+1 judge=13
It is also believed that there are 13 high occult families that run
the world

17

The number of immortality.

19

The number 19 is magickal. Lunar cycles are synchronized with
Gregorian calendar every 19 years.

22

22 is a double 11. It is also a reoccurring 2. It is the number of
the Master Builder.

23

The number that all big events are connected to, somehow or in some way.
The Knights Templars had only 23 Grand Masters (Jacque de Molay was
the 23rd)
23 is the 1st prime number in which both digits are prime numbers
that add up to a prime number.
In the Qabbalistic Tree of Life the 23rd path is associated with
the Hanged man Tarot Card (According to Leister Crowley this card
represents the concept that the only way out is within)

27

27=9+9+9 the most powerful magnification of 9 as it symbolizes 3
nines.

39

=13+13+13. The highest possible magnification of the number 13.

333

3 is used 3 times

333 stands for the one third of the of angels that followed Lucifer
and rebelled against the true God

555

555=15=6

When 555 is used 3 times and reduced to a number it is a hidden 666

The only known meaning to the numbers of evil or sinister triple 5
is enlightenment or illumination.

666

When 6 is used 3 times it is the number of the Beast.

777

Leister Crowley wrote a book called 777 that is significant to the
Illumnati

999

999 is a hidden 666 and can symbolize hidden evil.

As you can see the Illuminati were very much into their own classic
system of number meanings that have had an impact on the cult for
centuries!  

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 we are going to introduce you to
the four core Numerology readings. These include the
divination of the Life Path Number, The Expression
Number, The Soul Urge Number and the Destiny Number.

Whether you are punching your birthday and full name
into a computer program or asking a numerologist to do
your calculations in person, almost every numerology
report contains these four elements:

* The Life Path Number that is based on your BIRTHDATE

* The Expression Number (sometimes referred to as the
   Personality Number, Potential Number and Destiny number)
   that is based on ALL THE LETTERS OF YOUR FULL NAME
   GIVEN AT BIRTH.

* The Soul Urge Number (sometimes also called the Soul,
   Soul Path or Heart's Desire number) that is based on
   a reduction of the VOWELS in your full birth name.

* The Destiny Number (sometimes also described as the
   Inner Dreams, Inner You or Karmic Number) that is based
   on a reduction of the CONSONANTS in your full birth name.


First of all lets look at the divination of the LIFE PATH
NUMBER. The Life Path Number is calculated from assigning a
numeric value (which don't worry! we will provide for you
next week) to your birthday (which must be written out in
long form as in 05/25/1959 as opposed to 05/25/59.)

The Life Path Number is perhaps the most commonly requested
reading of all of the numerology readings as it is the
easiest and fastest to do. It describes your journey through
life and what you can best hope to accomplish.

However simply looking just at your Life path number does not
constitute what I would call a full reading. Even a reading
that consists of just the four core elements is not a complete
analysis as it only describes the most likely projected path
when you are born. It does not take into account special
challenges or potential moments in time when you can use your
free will in order to change what would otherwise be your fate.

The Life Path Number is the sum of your entire birthday
including the year. This number represents whom you were
when you came into this world and the extent of your
potential and limitations physically, psychologically,
spiritually and emotionally.

For instance a number Three may be born into this world
with enormous talents and charisma but according to
traditional numerology may not be able to sustain a
relationship one on one for long because they are so busy
following the calling of a successful career.

However, a number three who also has a Soul Urge Number
of two (which is about finding true love) could meet a
soul mate because they learn to transcend their personal
fears and flaws.  This is why it is important to look at
all four of the CORE calculations before you assess a
person's numerology chart.

The next core number you will be learning how to calculate
in this course is THE EXPRESSION NUMBER.  This number is
derived from all of the numbers in your full birth name.
Not your married or pen name. It must be the name you were
born with including all of your middle names.

The Expression Number is the number that describes all of
the talents and personal potential that you will have at
your disposal during this lifetime. This is the number that
describes the ideal version of you that can develop if you
make the right choices in life.

Some people are often quite daunted when they first
calculate their Expression number as usually the
interpretation describes ideals that may seem impossible
to attain. Either that or they feel disappointed in
themselves because the interpretation somehow "rings
a bell" and they realize that they have achieved their
potential so far in this lifetime.

One of the values of performing the Expression Number
calculation is that it can be a wake up call that shows
you just how far you have strayed from your heart's desires.
In essence, it can help you remember what it was you always
wanted to be when you were a little girl or boy. For instance,
a stockbroker, with a Life Path number of materialistic eight
might have an Expression number of nine, which means despite
accumulated wealth his or  her real desire might be to adopt
children or be a philanthropist.

Without the fulfillment of the ideals of their Expression
number in their lives people often feel empty or depressed
no matter how successful they are.

Although you may find it difficult to live up to the
expectations of your Expression number, the reading is
almost always a call to action that asks you to live
in the here and now and fulfill your original ambitions.

The SOUL URGE NUMBER is calculated from the VOWELS in your
full birth name. The unique interpretation that results
from this number can almost be described as the ethical
measure of who you really are on this earth. It defines
what or whom you value most and describes "what makes you
bloom and what makes you wilt."

The Soul Urge Number is a very spiritual reading and the
value of it's calculation is that the resulting interpretation
often points you in the direction of where you can find real
fulfillment in life. By this I mean the "food for your soul"
that can help you thrive, rather than just survive from day
to day.

The Soul Urge number is often revelatory because it also
describes your inner desires as opposed to the limitations
of your birth  as imposed by the Life Path Number or your
higher calling as described by the Expression Number.

For instance, a person with a spiritually oriented number
9 Life Path Number could feel rather lonely if they have
devoted their life to chastity and the church if their
Soul Urge Number is actually a number two which is about
finding a soul mate.

As you can see, as we go on describing the function of
the four core numbers that the readings can be as
contradictory and complex as our personalities.

The fourth core number, the KARMIC NUMBER is arrived at
through the reduction of the consonants in your name.
This is the number that describes your secret fears,
hopes and fantasies. It also represents the mysteries
of the unknown. Some numerologists ascribe this number
as possessing the traits of a person that you were in
another life. At any rate, it describes the individual
that you are on a subconscious level.

The Karmic number also possesses the odd quality of
describing how others might see you as a first impression.
It is considered to be a description of your astral imprint
and what effect it has on other people and situations.

For instance, a nurturing Life Path number six might
strike others as a busybody or interfering character
if his or her Karmic number is number one  which is a
number about vainglorious achievement. The Life Path
number six might be truly oblivious to other's perception
that he or she is taking  others to seem "holier than thou"
thanks to the distortion provided by the Karmic Number Three.

If anything, the Karmic Number can explain why sometimes you
feel like you are "damned if you do and damned if you don't"
and why sometimes you may  have strange dreams or feel
compelled by strange or irrational urges that even to yourself
seem "out of character."

In the next newsletter we are going to get into the
nitty gritty of the calculations, starting out with
instructions about how to calculate that cornerstone
of all numerology formulas - The Life Path Number!

RESPECT AND KINDNESS

Being rude doesn't feel very good even while you're doing it. Being genuinely considerate, on the other hand, can leave you feeling more positive and empowered

for a long time afterward.

Rudeness and arrogance are unmistakable signs of weakness and insecurity. Kindness and polite consideration are reliable indicators of rock-solid confidence and strength.

How do you treat those whom you have no reason to impress, from whom you have nothing to gain?

It says a lot about you, and people do indeed notice.

Those who are truly in a position of responsibility have no need for arrogance.

Any positive impression you seek to make through arrogance or rudeness is immediately contradicted by the arrogance itself.

Don't let your own arrogance waste your energy and set you back.

Use each encounter as an opportunity to offer genuine respect and kindness.

Lift up the lives of those around you.

And you lift up your whole world.

Desperately Seeking Ssica.
Current mood:Fluffed
I don't even know where to begin this one. I am sitting in front of my computer after STS9, with a head full of acid, listening to the NYE Phish show that got me into this loopy mess to begin with. My screen is riddled with specs of things which I am neither sure exist in this reality, or are just fabrications of my mind. Regardless, I am trying to type this.

It all started simply enough. We just wanted to have a good time. By the thousands people gathered at the Miami American Airlines Arena and the lots around it. December 31 was upon us all, and we had nothing better to do but to party. Like a good lot soldier, I had my fill of mushrooms and alcohol by the time I headed towards the gate. There, I was given an extra ticket to miracle away. Thats when I first saw her. She was sitting with 3 of her friends, she jumped out at me especially, because of her dreads and eyes, a gleaming blue hue that glistens in my vision even now. She didn't want the ticket, she'd just gotten hers. I went on to give the ticket away, and on my way back I was greeted by affectionate hugs and kisses from her.

Fast Forward

I'm standing in the hallway of the busy arena. My friend had just been accosted by someone who was trying to get their ticket. Luckily, the situation was easily thwarted, and fists did not need to be thrown. I'm dancing to the sounds of the band as they make their way through out. I see her out of the corner of my eye, she moves to my moves. She sneaks up and kisses me again. She tries a second time, I hold back hoping she'll return again.

Fast Forward

Walking through the hallways of the American Airlines Arena edifice, one feels tiny. With the hundreds of people who are making their way around it's not hard to get lost in the rumble of humanity. I make my way out to the patio with my friends wife. I bum a few cigarettes while we chat with some people. She goes back to the show, I continue on. I head to the larger pavilion where I run into a fellow dred head. There we continue our conversation from the last festival I saw him at. The band is doing well, all the kids are happy. I head back in to see more of the show.

Fast Forward

After my friend and his wife had left, my compadre Pablo Stevens and I made our way outside. Now who should be standing there but this same hippie girl. We flirt back and forth, I am hindered in thought by the boomers as well as the creep who has been hanging around her for a while. She is from Ohio, Cincinnati. Her name is "Ssica." She has 3 older brothers, who (from what she tells me) are more than aware of the life of tour. Her feet are dirty, but in a cute way. Her smile glistens as her new toothbrush falls from her bag, and the saucers in her eyes stare deep into my own. She is staring into my soul. I feel her penetrate my psychic barrier, if there ever was one, and I feel heavy hearted. In a fit of pure insanity I decide to leave.

I say good bye, and turn around. I think to myself how much I wanted a real kiss from her all along. I walk back to her, and lightly tap her on the shoulder. Ssica... She stares into my eyes again for what feels like an eternity, I lock my lips with hers. A squirming coil, lustful wonder kiss.

Fast Forward

I am in the truck, we are driving past her. I yell at her to go to the pets show. She yells at me telling me to go to the beach. I ask which one, she responds "All of them!"

Fast Rewind

It's before the Phish NYE show. Pablo and I are sitting on the tailgate and there is this dirty hippie guy with a weird rock thing, he says it takes the masses of chaotic energy, and reorganizes it into something workable. I grab it, and make a wish... I wish i could meet her, the one. My Hippie Girl.

Fast Forward

It's the day of STS9, she said she'd be here. I arrive early at the lot. It's always interesting to see the people who frequent these shows. I'm hoping to run into Ssica.

Fast Rewind

It's the 1st, I'm in the car with Steve and Darren from Particle. Sammy had me pick them up from their hotel. They seem tired and worn out. The weeks festivities seem to have taken their toll.

Fast Rewind

She tells me to go to the Particle show with her that night. I told her I couldn't, my ride was leaving.

Fast Forward

I'm talking to Steve about Ssica, and how odd the whole thing has been. He agrees that it is a strange occurrence indeed.

Fast Forward

I'm sitting in a full lot, there are hippies everywhere. Tanks are going off in the distance, and although it's been 5 hours, I'm still waiting for Ssica to show up. I run into many a friendly faces in the meantime, so it's ok. I feel like I get ripped off by a hippie momma who is just throwing some game in the lot. I still eat the tab, but I'm doubtful. It's not till later that I realize it's real.

Fast Forward

I'm standing in a dark hallway halfway through my treck into the venue of the STS9 show. My friend from the inside has come through. I make it into the show unscathed by security, who I fly a peace sign to as I pass by. My search continues once inside. No sign of her. I end up in the upstairs lounge area having a drink. Sitting down and having a smoke, a thought of her eyes, that blue ocean of majestic and infinite possibilities comes to mind. The way she smiled so freely, and flowed with the music. A Goddess, a Lover, a Kindred Spirit.

I am walking through, when someone approaches me and asks for a light. I can't help but oblige, and spark conversation. Justin as it turns out, shared my hopeless romantic ideals. He was also here in search of a girl.

Although we both were here for the same reason, let it be known that we both had very different situations though much the same. Although I was certain I had Ssicas heart, I was not sure if I could ever find her in person. When Justin had his girl in front of him, it was uncertain from his part whether or not he had her heart. He brought her across state lines, hoping that this would be the spark that they needed. Here I was, at the STS9 show Ssica said she'd be at, looking for her, hoping this is the catalyst that would initiate a change upon themselves just the same.

Fast Forward

I'm walking down the sidewalk, screaming Ssica at the top of my lungs. The alcohol and acid have taken the best of me, senses and emotions are intermingled in a cluster fuck from hell. What am I to do? I couldn't find her. I was sure she'd be here. The world is warping too fast for time to make sense. I find myself wondering through the streets and flow of the crowd. Voices intermingle, warbles of words and snorting mixed in with a hiss and coughs from the smokers. A cop is walking behind me. I catch him out of the corner of my eye as he is riding on my shadow, hoping the hippies wont notice them. I instinctively call out 6-up.

Fast Forward

He is leaning on a tree. Just getting bailed out of Dade County Jail, he seems somber as can be. It's just getting to me, he says. It's finally catching up to me, I can't believe that all of this shit happened, it's just too real... does anyone have any Ketamine? I'll take some Ketamine right fucking now. He slumps further into himself, lost in his own emptiness realizing he is helpless. Nothing can help him now, it's time to wake up and smell the roses.

Fast Forward

I type the following into my blackberry during The Heavy Pets STS9 after show:

Love, it will make you do the darnest things. Travel to the end of the world, Lands untouched by thought graced with a mere vision. Of the life, the love. here i sit, after looking all night for her, seeking Ssica. Nowhere to be found. I had to give it one try. One fucking try. It is not without a battle that I will go down. I walked these lots, in search of something so pure, so unrelenting, that nothing could stop me. Although I sit here, lost in the haze of the evening, I am aware that the unattainable can be reached. I had it, held against my lips, in a truest form of lust and wonder. Her lips. i wanted nothing but to hold her hand one more time. One kiss, one nod. She is now lost to the wilderness of the world. I am aware, yet unaware of the true reach and grasp of this IDEA. I am a lover, forever lost within the land of wondering souls. Will I ever find her? My Goddess? Where are you? Embodied in a thousand and one forms, within the minds of us all.

I love you.

Fast Rewind

Like in the song Simple by Phish "What is a band without skyscrapers?" You know? Justin says. Like, you are the skyscraper, and you are reaching up above, beyond the normal bounds of reality. We are the skyscrapers.

Fast Forward

I'm sitting at the beach. I drove to Atlantic and A1A, parked my car, and waited for the sun to come up. There, I thought about what she'd said, about going to the beaches. It had been a while, I only live 20 minutes from it. What could her name be... Her real name... I wondered and wondered, until it came to me. Ssica is short for Jessica.

To Be Continued...

*~A Lover who is always in Me~*

A very long time ago when I used to feel lonely until I realized that there is a Lover who is always in me, with me, next to me, closer than my heart. That is The Great Creator, or the Self: Since then, I have found that I am never alone.

If you depend on anything or anybody outside you to be a companion, it is

impossible to have that companion always with you. Even if another person wants to be with you always, he or she cannot. We come alone, and we go alone. Don't depend on outside company. Even as you are coming and going, there is always another there-your own spirit, your own Self, or The Great Creator within you. S/He is in you, outside of you, in front of you and behind you, to the right, to the left, above and below. The moment you realize that, you will never feel lonely. Unfortunately we seem to be depending on outside things and people for company. The outside company is fine, but don't depend on it. Be independent of everything. If it comes, fine. If it goes, wonderful.

Just because I say, "Don't depend on that," you don't have to reject something if it comes to you. Let it come whenever it wants, and let it go whenever it chooses. Give everything that freedom. The minute you try to cling to something or someone and say, "I want to keep you with me always," you are creating big trouble. Nobody can be with you always except that The Great Creator in you.

Just because you hear it, it's not going to happen overnight. You have to contemplate on it. Think of the pros and cons of your depending on other things and other people for your happiness. The more you think about it, the more you will realize, "Yes, I cannot depend on anything. I can't even depend on the body. I'm keeping it for now, but every day it is little by little getting older. Beauty isn't permanent. Money isn't permanent. Friends aren't permanent. Name isn't permanent. Fame isn't permanent."

See if you can name anything that is permanent other than The Great Creator or the Universe????

" Friendship & Lifetime Lessons"

I am writing in this blog to see if you actually read my blog.

Your response will be interesting.

Pay attention to what you read.

After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you.

Here goes:

People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season . LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime. You are totally awesome (and that's probably why you're on MY list of friends)

From: UP-STATE NEW YORK RAINBOW FAMILY http://www.myspace.com/upstatenyrainbowfamily

"Everything that I understand, I understand only because I love."

By- Leo Tolstoy [1828-1910]

"My home is not a place, it is people."

By - Lois McMaster Bujold

Rev. Marty

"Here's to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the

round pegs in the square holes... the ones who see things differently --

they're not fond of rules... You can quote them, disagree with them,

glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can't do is ignore

them because they change things... they push the human race

forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones,

we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough

to think that they can change the world,

are the ones who do."

By - Steve Jobs

So thinking about my near future, and what i can do in the next couple months to break free.  I figured i would share my plans with you guys and see what you think.  First i want to say that my ego is very afraid of this, my ego wants to stay safe inside these cubicle walls, knowing that a paycheck is coming everyweek for all of its self indulgent needs.  Ive been feeding the ego for years, it has developed quite the appetite, and addiction for this limited lifestyle, but its time to pay some attention to my infinite self, my soul, or whatever you want to call it.  I believe the key to happiness on this physical dimension is balance, the ying is just as important as the yang.  I must transcend the ego to increase my awareness of my infinite self, but this doesnt mean the ego is not important.  The ego, and every other result of this seperation of the infinite energy is neccassarry to experience physical life.  I am not implying that the ego is inferior to the infinite self, I am simply recognizing that I am more that this ego makes me think i am.  So i need to subdue this demon, but have enough compassion to keep it alive (it is just as much part of the infinite energy and conciousness as anything else of course). 

So what i will do to embrace the flow of life, god, the infinite energy or conciousness or whatever

I will first buy a VW wesfalia, this will be my home for the next couple years more than likely, so i need a pretty mechanically solid one, usually that kind of vehicle includes a loan.  This is probably not 100% neccassary, but its part of mainaining the balance between the ego and infinite self.  I will sell my truck and buy a van by january or february.  Because i still am in the grips of Babylon, i will get a nice income tax return in january.  I will use the system to break free from it.  I will buy a nice airbrush and air compressor with money from income taxes, and use the rest to go to a 5 day airbrush workshop in vegas.  From what i hear this airbrush workshop is the best in the country, with the best artists in the world.  So i will not only get a good foundation for my airbushing skills, but also make a lot of good connections.  Hopefully with these connections i will be able to set up an apprenticeship for a custom airbrush shop in California or in the surrounding area.  Apprentices make little to no money, but i will be able to live in my van, so i shouldnt need much.  With my creativity (which will be exponentially increased when i break free from babylon) and my talent, I will be able to be financially comfortable wherever i go.  It will be the ultimate freedom.  I can already feel the postive energy building up inside me.  I will then turn my attention to helping others find a way to really be free.

So thats my plan, for now anyway and i feel great about it.  If anyone has any suggestions or information, or better yet if anyone knows an airbrush artist that would be interested in an apprenticeship let me know!

It is now time for people to gather every where around the world. For most are feeling the pull and trying to get people together.

Here in, quartzsite az to blythe, ca, people are coming from all over. they are being led by the spirit, as i was led here this year.

Gathering in less then 75 people per camp. Being self contained. Not depending on the local food banks. Need beer, cigarettes, or food? WORK....Come with money....or hustle your crafts. Hold a sign where its legal. Don't camp in one spot too long. Move your camp daily or every other day. Live like the american indians ancestors did, and how gypsies do now on the road.

Show the local towns that we are not draining but supporting them. Show your light when you visit the local stores and gas stations. Pick up your garbarge and share, but don't get drained.

For those that came thinking this is a party with 5013c kitchens, and drum circles, its not. Thier are small camps here and there that do party. Just like those that live in permenent houses. They throw parties, but then the guest go home. We do the same as gypsies. We visit other sites, then go back to our camp.

We live this way every day of the year. From Grammpa woodstock to doctor John in venice beach. To you that are reading this that live this way, and to myself, I can say, STAY STRONG. ITS TIME TO UNITE. NOT THE POLITICAL PARTY, BUT THE GYPSIES, HIPPIES, MODERN INDIANS, DEAD HEADS, GUTTER PUNKS, ETC ETC....LABELS AND LABLES.......

ONE LOVE BROTHERS AND SISTERS. UNITE NOW. IT IS TIME FOR US TO MOVE WITH POWER AND UNITY WHILE THE SHIT HITS THE FAN.........................

SELAH

Truth is, that I never wanted to come back to Babylon. I just knew I had to. I live, and love, and try to experience life with new eyes every day. Florida is home base right now. Just trying to see what is going on, I would like to help people stay connected. I hope to meet some cool fam in the coming years. Loving all of you!

Who_leo

One afternoon i was sitting in my living room and a police officer pulled into it. i mean litterally pulled right into my living room . of course i jumped up thinking that he might hit me. when i jumped up he jumped out of his car and Yelled "freeze no sudden moves". I Replied "why did you drive into my living room". Officer "what living room it is a chair and a fire in a habachi grill in the woods" so the question is why are people so indiferent when a howeless persons home is destroyed on a regular basis. they throw away backpacks and sleeping bags and sealed food. when did the howeless loose rights. the backpack and sleeping bag are the home of a homeless person. all of there belongings and the stuff that they believe makes it there home.